Booters

++I never skate anymore!++
||Sunday, June 13, 2004 10:51 a.m.||
Wow, I can see how this entry thing is gonna go...I'm probably never going to update unless no one is around me for at least an hour.
I'm over at Toby's dad's (Stewart's) house right now, and I'm just waiting for Toby to wake up. It's really early for him, but I'm up at 6:30 (6 for pills) every morning, so sleeping in just doesn't work for me. Once I'm awake, I'm awake. Oh well. He'll wake up eventually.
So--anything happen since the last entry? I don't really think so. School's out in 2 days...more like one because the two are half days with blocked schedule, so we only have to go to 3 classes a day, which is awesome, plus I already took 2 of my finals, so that's out of the way. The only reason we're staying is for finals, I think that's ridiculous, but that's just how the school system works...I hate it, but that's the way things are.
I haven't rollerbladed in like-a trillion years. I've just been skateboarding around town, and even that is half-assed. I guess I'm just being really lazy lately, I have nothing to do really, so there's no excuse for the lack of skating. I'm just a nerd.
Hmm--I wrote an essay for English on a book I've never read (FUCK I GOTTA READ IT FOR THE FINAL!) and I just printed it out today. It's silly-I just bullshitted the whole essay, which is okay since he prolly wont notice anyway. It's 300 points, so if I don't pass I'll be fucked. Goddamnit. The entire year we do NOTHING in that class, and the one book I don't read, he puts a final on. Asshole. Everyone's gonna fail. Oh well, over it, I'm going to city college anyway, so it doesn't matter whether or not I get the credits these two years I'm in high school, which rocks, because that means I don't have to do shit.
Yay! Toby just trudged into the room, plopped on the couch, and started stretching. Poor baby...he's so cute. I love him so much. I hope we can go swimming today. I'm definately rollerblading because Toby wants to skate and I brought only my blades to ensure I'm blading. I hope we don't have to go far though, because I prolly suck at skating again. I only started a month ago after all...
Well, I'm gonna get going, I might write more later, but I wanna be with Toad. Laters!!
++I'm BAAAACK!++
||Monday, June 7, 2004 08:49 p.m.||
Yay!! I FINALLY finished the layout I've been working on everyday for the last week! hehe! It was so funny! I got so pissed, because I forgot how to do HTML since I haven't made a new layout since god knows when.
So anyway, I'll be writing a little bit here and there, but definately not as much as it used to be since lately I've become occupied with a lot more stuff to do and less time to myself (which I love, because computer website managing all day is REALLY boring after a while, and being social is fun!) I sound like such a sixth grader, it's so hilarious! Oh well, I'm just really hyper right now I guess.
So, I'm gonna finish up this entry with a quick get-to-know-me-again thingy and then, once Toby is done reading this article I told him to read, I'll be with him the rest of the night. So, yeah, I've already begun to tell you how life for me is now. Toby is always with me, and I'm always with him. No matter what we do. We don't mind either, so don't take it as a bad thing as most people tend to think it is. It's not. DON'T GIVE ME THAT LOOK! ;) hehe.
Dude, I'm overly hyper. Oh well. Anyhoo, I'm with Toby a lot, we've been together for 10 months, the 20th of August will be a year, which is awesome. I'm positive we'll make it, and hopefully, we'll be together long enough for us to live together and have a life together. He's definately not like other guys at all. It's rare when you find a guy that wants to commit, and thoughout all the guys I've ever known, the only two that seem really willing to keep a relationship are Toby and Andre. I'm glad I have someone as committed as he is, since I'm as demanding as I am, and I'm glad our relationship isn't deteriorating, and instead, growing and building on experiences. It's awesome! I skate sometimes, but not a lot. I'm not much of a skateboarder or rollerblader as of right now. I don't like the skatepark as much as I used to, but I'm still friends with all the rollerbladers like I was last time I updated my site. I've gotten new rollerblades at the same time, and this summer they plan to all help me, Toby's already begun to give me lessons in the whole thing. It'll be fun, but a lot of work. I'm already kind of shying away from it, but I'll get back into it once I'm out of school, and hopefully one of these days I'll be fully over skateboarding, which I'm not yet. I love boarding around town a lot more than rolling, but I guess I can get over it. It's cool, I can get over higher cracks. It still bugs me that I can't get out of my rollerblades as fast as I could get off my board. Oh well. Everything has it's downside, right? Right. hehe!
Carol-she's still my best friend. After all these years and hard times with my fucking computer, we're still best friends, and still keep each other up to date about Cali and Mass and it's tight. Things are getting more and more mature. I remember when we used to play Catz and Dogz, and we'd be doing that all day. One day, Carol, being the smarter one always (though she's younger), decided to teach me how to make sites. Now we're in relationships and letting each other in on the harder and more mature (yet fun) side of life. It's tight. I love watching her grow, she's so smart and so beautiful, and so funny-it's awesome. I'm positive we'll meet someday. I dunno what it'll be like, but I know we're gonna.
Andre, I was scared to talk to him for a while-after the whole Conner-Michael incident. That fucking sucked. I did talk to him recently, however. And he didn't care at all! I'm so glad he's such a good friend. This summer I'm definately going to his house and chilling with him. I'm glad, even after how much of a bitch I was in the past to him, we can still be friends.
Hmm--anything else? I can't really think of much right now, and I have to get going, because Toby's over for only 2 more hours, so I'll finish this up now. I'll write again later! C-ya!